ashley's attributes

I really thought things were good. Then this happened and that happened and well, everything happened. I’m laying here thinking things through and I realize that I need to suck it up. Stop feeling sorry for myself about being someplace I don’t want to be. I know that I can’t trust anyone and apparently that trust can’t be gained. People talk shit, and that’s not reality. You cannot go from being best friends with someone to deciding that all of their flaws need to be told to the whole world. In other words, I’m at my breaking point but I just hide it very well. I have a mirror too guys, I get it. I also have ears, so i know every single thing you say about me. Like
how I’m “not worth it”. Yep, i heard. And I’m not even mad. Please just keep it to yourself. But in other words and senses, you mr., I can’t wait until you come back into my life, even if it is too good to be true because I hope you feel what I’m feeling right now. I also hate how little everyone see’s in me. Like they know I’m not good enough to be happy, or to succeed and think the same thoughts they do.

Now, if you took the time to read all that, thank you and come again. As Ellen Degenerous would say, have a good day and be kind to one another. Xoxoxo.